I really can't believe its already July.

 

wow. times flies!

 

I have 13 days until my 23rd birthday....gosh. I'm surely getting old.

 

Josh's macbook pro died :(

 

3,000 dollars sure gets you a whole lotta nothing. he has had it only for maybe 2 years. if that.

 

Though my lil' refurbished macbook is still kickin! & I got it 2 years ago..no problems. :P

 

just sucks for me cause his computer is the one that had the wireless card...mine doesnt...or something.

 

&& its my myspacin' puter!! :P

 

yay. only 2 more days for work! hooray!

friday we have off. plannin' on doing the whole laying by the pool, eating chips & drink wine coolers...ya know, the classy life. (haha)

 

 I am actually really excited about Billy having a little girl.

 

I am really really excited. I had a dream about holding her & playing with her & just really excited to be an AUNT!

 

just Aunt Amber sounds sooo weird. haha. :P Uncle Josh & Aunt Amber....weird. :P

 

but yeah. I am excited. :) I told Josh having Billy's little girl for a while may ease my "I WANT A BABY!" syndrome...he thinks it will only make it worse :P

he is prolly right!

 

I really want a baby.

If I was pregnant right now...I wouldnt even care that I wasnt married. seriously.

I would just know that God knew our intentions...BUT I am not planning on getting a baby until I am married...still on the good ole' BC...

 

but just if!

 

the way time is flying...April will be here very soon.

We will be married...and I am stopping BC the day after! && pray it wont take us FOREVER to get pregnant. I'm actually kinda trying to plan it where I can have the summer off with my baby...but that means I will be HUGE pregnant at the end of school...& I dont want to miss my first year teaching because I am having labor pains :P

 

but whatever. when it happens it happens. & I can't wait!

 

hiphiphoorary.

 

I am in a really good mood today. :) starvin' but happy :)